I almost forgot the pain of feeling like you’re drowning while you’re breathing. I forgot the pain of hearing words so cruel that you have to purge the food you ate, because you can’t bear the feeling of those words inside. So you want everything to go out, to shut down. You want to scream, but you can’t make a sound. You want to cry, but your tears won’t come out.
You want to hate HIM and HER but all you hate is yourself.